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Scary Haha

by Ciao!

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1.
Vampire 02:48
The ache overtakes my design to deny it satisfaction Scary, peculiar (cease fire) A bird through the window took me down like a poison dart Hit the ground still running out of my luck The night makes no mistake: a poker pushing hot through bone and I (check into a room and) fall into a bed on fire A bird though the window stretched the skin and it stole my wind Up at midnight to a burning, boiling dissection A vampire wakes as the shade is shrinking all around him (Cut down like the hunted) A bird through the window Knock me down, I can walk no more Every now and then I worry: what is it made of? The prize is cut in half The purse is tax The pain is more than fair My kingdom to stop eating me
2.
The last escape coming to an end Along the bridge on the way back home I collect the warning shots hanging in the air What to expect? What can happen? Anyone guess? All repetition comes to an end Look it up and then you’ll know what’s eating On the telephone home: faithfully repeating and everything must be said twice Settle in, the shining day is peaking There is nothing to say; I can hear us breathing Is anyone with me for one last August morning? The last escape coming to an end A changing shape set up for the race to connect a bolt of lightning under the skin Another beat in another chest put to rest and repetition coming to an end I can hear us breathing Everything must be said twice Getting out of my own way should be easy when the Alligator Eye (mindlessly increasing) is put on ice, then pulled away until next summer The last escape coming to an end Along the bridge on the way back home I collect the warning bullets hanging in the air What to expect? What can happen? Anyone guess? All repetition comes to an end
3.
Today 02:53
The day starts the same then gets away from us My friends clear the way of sweat and pain for me My friends let me think of other things besides me To touch the goal of fortune now To leave the curiosity Leave only the ones who’re dear to me The day starts the same then gets away from us My love is an easy game and I want the same for you My love: I wish I could stay, celebrate, and be old with you
4.
A stain on glassy ceiling cut the size of thirsty city skies Plug into a poison tether, lose the day What it was to walk in storms The action was an easy friend As ruby sister breaks a heart, remember them Snap a round into the pump Send monsters in to catch the pest Beauty and the braggart lights: a view from here Castle dirt and periwinkle— a funny way to stretch the time If nurture is your nature, best get on with it The building edges fall, and skylight hail cuts through the changing light into our room; cuts through the alkaloid, into the marrow
5.
A drip through the tube, hanging over the bed a machine I draw by hand connected around one end to the other circles overhead Push away and stay in orbit The voice in the sky isn’t mine High on the hill a sound is pulling us down “There’s planets in the ocean” And in the sky levers move together: twisting halo crown Push away and stay in orbit See falling lights, mountain line (Na, na, na) Help is on the way I leave without a curtain line and anyone can hear what I say Suspended in air I can feel affection “There are magnets in the sun” When the tube runs dry and the black trees whisper I’m missing all the fun In the dream I am elated The voice in the sky isn’t mine My favorite machine still in motion Push away, in orbit
6.
Scary Haha 03:25
A constellation of white tablets and symptom tracking (now) for better habits On the table with limb detaching the simple comforts are interacting Unsteady for a fight Push down and turn for the morning From end to end the world is much too small and the studio would like to see more blood Scary ha-ha-ha: the restless cravings Two pipelines of blood: a body draining Dispensation now: a vulture, starving, says simple comforts should come with warnings A couch is cradle where one hand can bury the other From end to end the world is much too small and the studio would like to see more blood From bed to bed I’m looking for the moon with OT light imprinted on my eye From end to end the world is much too small and the other team always has sharper knives
7.
Day one: a leash undone Up and stagger through cheers and parade and bubbles on my way home No one can know for sure Still, I fool myself and think, “there but for the grace of God was I” Mayday: let’s drive away Nothing more to be done —there is no half-winning— my greatest friend A moving target, starting tomorrow
8.
Salamander 05:10
In the morning when I wander coffin dreams fall behind me When I stop I = sitting duck One day the band will snap Lucky salamander grows it back But we have more to lose I’m outside, tread on track out of my lane, crawling past the upright (heel-to-toe) firing muscle, moving bone to jump on thin ice The chase remains the same (Cover on face, scuff on shoe) When I wander and fall forwards on the hard and crooked ground it’s tough to stay a moving target One day the case will crack Axolotl caught in a trap so we can pick and choose I’m outside, tread on track over a hill, wind on the back alright (eyes ahead) lifted, hanging by a thread above the thin ice The chase remains the same (Cover on face, scuff on shoe) Each step is a crusade as I regenerate
9.
Might last another year to discover I saw this world to its end with tragic bile still in power The best have conviction (and better numbers) The worst: full of passion for a snake Some revelation, surely tucked away, will follow when we take the wrong way Turn out another chance to recover from sicknesses that scatters inside If I get over getting older then I’ll go home and take the long way Oh, this grudge against the body tears the soul Fit enough for fighting to stall vermin standing the world on its head Time together gets us somewhere and we go on still crawling up the face When I go home I take the long way See you at exudation See you with seven million See you under a scalpel See you until the next one
10.
Overtime 04:44
Three months before a coin went in the air When it hits the floor what will I know? Will it deliver? Up next to it breathing like a whale to taste the day A summer weight every other year I count the quick nights as overtime Quiet extensions The face of it makes a hurried heart and spins the mind Any other landing any other pillow could break this fall and open a distraction from the countdown on the wall The flag goes down I thought that I knew fear With time to gather this short cease-fire left us uncovered To start again call it in the air and make your plan

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released August 12, 2022

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